Barrel of thoughts.

May contain traces of sarcasm.


new moon and haircuts.
dancingdumbledore
[info]totallyodd


so i went to see new moon today.

it actually wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
i will say that a lot of the dialogue and the soundtrack music (the classical sounding music, not the actual songs) was crappy.
but i adored the way they'd made the werewolves.
when i was a kid i used to think that a werewolf looked like a giant wolf, so they made my inner mini me super happy.

the amount of time it took an actor to deliver a line drove me up the wall!
there's a good pause and then there's a pause that is just ridiculous.
i mean sure draw it out a little but not that much!

but anyway it was worth the eleven something dollars i paid for a ticket.


i had a haircut yesterday. i needed one desperately.
so i can now see past my fringe and my layers don't look ridiculous.
looks a lot better :)

i have an exam tomorrow morning.
my last one.
the dreaded maths.


sarcasm.
[info]totallyodd

the sun is shining, the birds are chirping; its a beautiful spring day.
unless you have hayfever that is.
or pale skin.
or wear have sensitive eyes.
or only have jeans to wear.
or a headache.

god damn.




sigh
[info]totallyodd

not feeling anymore confident about the upcoming performance.
if anything i feel like i have no confidence at all.
mainly in myself.
i'm terrified i'm going to mess it up.
i can't remember my lines.
my memory is fuzzy and my voice keeps cracking.
this feeling sucks.
:-/

not happy D-:
[info]totallyodd

WE ARE PERFORMING NEXT WEEK!

and our whole group is on the verge of falling to pieces.
barely anyone shows up for rehearsal.
this performance counts as our exam, so i'm really freaking out.
i've been getting stress headaches and haven't been eating properly.
(i had two comforal forte tablets on monday and they didn't even touch my migraine. D-:)
when i get really stressed i don't sleep properly and just get unwell.
which adds to my stress because i feel rundown and can't do as much.

i would write more, but my brain is jumping all over the place so it's very incoherent.
so i'll just leave it at this.


birthdays, school work and feeling icky.
[info]totallyodd
:-/
this face pretty much sums up my mood.


tomorrow i want to get down to cheap as chips and pick up some super cheap creepy objects.
buuuut i think i'm gonna be home doing homework.
its due in about two weeks and i've started about five times D:
(not to mention i have to learn my lines.)

its Halloween/All Hallow's Eve.
I could hear people screaming before.


[info]   jack104  incase i can't get to the party (and sorry i haven't rsvp'd yet!)
Happy Birthday for Monday!!!
I will hopefully have your bat sewn up by christmas. (I have one wing done! its on my pin board)
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okay, before my brain implodes, my eyes fall out of their sockets and my stomach pops out my mouth to say hello, i'm going to go to bed.
i've been feeling pretty revolting for a while now D:




its nearly here!
[info]totallyodd

I wish Australians celebrated All Hallows Eve/Halloween.
:-(
If I didn't have so much freakin' homework I would've tried to get a group of friends together for a party.
But alas, school decided to be horrible.
(as usual)
Its weird, all the stores cash in on Halloween themed items but apparently if you go trick-or-treated you get stared at like you're crazy.


I don't know what I've done but my shoulders, neck and back are aching like crazy!
(my knees are too but thats just normal.) I'm starting to freak out a bit. we're performing in two weeks and we've just reshuffled our whole play,
its a lot more confusing (but better too.) but it means i have to learn my lines again in a different order.
D:
my memory is so screwy of late!
it's getting a little scary to be quite honest.
a few weeks ago i went into a panic thinking i hadn't handed in my subject selection form.
i couldn't remember handing it up.
i still can't remember handing it up but i'm sure i handed it in (otherwise i would've been eaten alive by now...)

today i rediscovered a song i used to listen to so often when i was a kid.
Goosebumps by Christie Allen.
we used to have it on tape and i would listen to the song, the rewind it over and over again.
(even at age six i was weird.)

its too hot today D:

D:
[info]totallyodd
Daaamn I have heaps to do D:
-Art Major.
-Art Essay.
-Maths Assignment.
-Learn two scripts of Drama.
-Exercise.
-Keep up with school work.
-Eat.

And of course it would be now when I run out of motivation/energy/will to do anything/etc.
All I want to do is sleep all day and sit up all night listening to music.
I got Addy to listen to Bowie yesterday.
 
she's not a fan of Bowie.
It made my day :)


Give me motivation D:
[info]totallyodd


Motivation is becoming increasingly difficult to find of late. But I have added some new sketches on my deviantart site. Mostly fantasy because thats the theme of my new art major. There's not really a lot to say, I go back to school tomorrow which I'm not looking forward to at all. I've got 5 weeks of normal classes, one week of revision, a week of exams and then (from what I understand) I have 2 weeks of introductory classes for year 12. I have no ideas for the script I'm writing for Drama and the lines for the play I'm learning will not stick in my head! Its really frustrating. I'm meant to be walking everyday to try and boost my seritonin levels but everyone bailed on me and its just not safe to go walking alone here. I've been walking three times in three weeks. It would be a huge understatement to say I'm a bit pissed off. </finished whinging>

I'm developing two new characters for a story I'm writing. Originally it was going to be a faerie tale for my cousin but it's ended up rather dark and unpleasant. Not something for a six year old to read. So I'll have to write a different one for her.

On a completely different note, I am brunette again. I used to dye my hair a really bright red but it my hair hasn't been too healthy of late.
 

Photos :) )





 


Weddings and other things.
[info]totallyodd

Okay I've been neglecting my journal a little, I just haven't had the time to write. Or the motivation.
Its been a little frustrating to be honest, because whenever I have something to write about, I realise I really cannot be bothered.
But I'm writing now, so hopefully I won't get interupted.

On the 9/9/09 my aunt and uncle got married down at Port Willunga, on the beach at the jetty.
It was really lovely, and also the first wedding I've ever been to.
It started about half an hour before sunset, so the sky was a really beautiful colour and it was just really peaceful.
My little cousins "gave away" my aunty, they were both dressed really formally. (In a suit and a dress)
There was about 60 or more family members and friends at the wedding. Seriously, my family is huge.
Then it was back to the Seaford Hotel for tea and drinks. (the reception I think its called?)
We got back to my Gran's at about 11pm then it was up at 4am to drive for 5 hours to get home.
Got home at about 9:30-10:00, had a shower, breakfast then went to school. I was in a pretty good mood considering I'd only had 4 and a half hours sleep. (Although I refused to go to school yesterday.)

Right now I should be doing my art essay, but all the information is just going over my head. IT MAKES NO SENSE!
Its due Monday, no extensions.
I have 76 words, I think its pretty safe to say, I'm screwed.

Ah, running out of motivation. I just want to play the Sims 2.

Maybe I'll take a break for half an hour and then go back. See if it makes more sense.
 


Sleep and Scripts.
[info]totallyodd


Not more scripts D:
Absurdist theatre is interesting though..
I have a choice between "The Niece Wife" or "Waiting for Godot"
Or I can can play minor parts in both.
(So, the footman in the Niece Wife and Lucky in Waiting for Godot.)
For my Individual Study I'm thinking of writing a modern version of the story of Medea.
I gotta run it by my teacher first though, because my main idea was a script (monologue probably.) about a murder.
I've changed my theme for my art final too.
Originally I had a Labyrinth theme, but now I've changed it to Repo! The Genetic Opera.
Mainly because Repo! is pure genius/amazing/the best/etc
Not sure what my final piece is going to be juuust yet.
Also, I need to go for my L's.
I turned 16 way back in January, we're now in August.
I could have had my P's by now, if I wasn't so aprehensive about driving a car.
My parents have never let me sit in the driver's seat.
Only when I was little and the keys had been removed from the car and where safely out of my site. [*sight, my grammar has gone out the bloody window today.]
(Which was probably a good thing.)


I need to be studying for my psych test on Wednesday, but I'm so freakin' tired.
I nearly fell asleep on the couch when I got home from school.



 


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